Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in ambious_fate's LiveJournal:

Friday, June 10th, 2005
6:37 pm	A New Day Hi everybody! I have nothing better to do at the moment so I decided to update my journal. These past few weeks have been exciting, I have managed to get a place to live finally! Yay! Really nice, nice backyard and everything. Having a credit card really does help, especially one with a twenty thousand dollar limit. Hehehe. I have also confirmed the rental of the car, not a car really, a truck. It's going to be either one of those huge ass Dodge Rams, you know the extended cab and all, dually and such not, or a big ol' chevy, they haven't told me yet. Either or, doesn't really matter. My life couldn't be going better, I have a lot of money, I am not stressed so much anymore, I get to have fun a lot. Yay for me, eh? Only two more weeks, the twenty-fifth to be precise before I leave and pick up Jess in Houston. OH, I plan to buy all new furnature, bedroom, livingroom, everything! Hehehe, I am even thinking about buying one of those big BBQs to put in the back yard, and a pool for my child, Sebastian. I bet he would just love that to death. I am planning some things in the future, but I can't reveal them right now. Gots to wait until I confirm them, one might be a cruise. I would love that, you know one of those Alaskian or maybe a Trans-Alantic cruise. Hehehe. Big TVs are in my future also, all ready bought a thirty-two inch, and I will probably end up buying a fifty-three inch widescreen for the living room. Got myself a playstation 2, also. It's great fun, especially when I am bored! Once Jess get's out here, our estimated income together will be around five or six grand a month, so we should be nice and conmfy, hmm? Yeap yeap! Well, I am going to go, workie calls. Evil airplanes! ::Bites the wing:: I LOVE YOU JESSICA! ::Huggles her all tight before running off to do an evil C-206.:: Current Mood: energetic Current Music: Phantom of the Opera! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 6th, 2005
7:34 pm	Hi! A boring night at work, yeap yeap. I have had to fuel and deal with quite a few aircraft this evening. Damn planes, I hate them. Breaking, etc etc etc. I do want to ramble for a few minutes about that happenings of the past few days. Last week I made a post on Jess's journal about someone's kids, Lynn's to be exact. Let me rephrase it, I think two of her kids are ugly. Justin is actually cute, yeap yeap. That's my opinion, like it or not that's exactly how I feel. People want to get petty because I have an opinion, I am sorry about that. You misunderstand, I do not think your kids are retarded or stupid or anything, I just think two of them lack the proper physical features that make them cute. You might think otherwise, and I respect your opinion of your children, as every parent should believe their child is the most dear thing in the world, as I believe mine is. Now, I was also sent a letter, saying that I thought Lynn and John where stupid, incorrect assumption. I do not think either of them are stupid, I believe they are rednecks but that does not make them stupid or lacking in the ability to manuplate things to go their way. Nor do I underestimate anyone, I am not like that. You think I am scum, fine. That's your opinion and it doesn't matter to me, nor should mine of your kids. You stated bringing them into everything, I would like to address that, what everything? There is nothing to bring them into, I will clearly state for the world to read, I do not want you. If you don't understand that, I pitty you. Lynn, believe this or not, I care not. The facts remain that you are acting childish, and childish behavior has concequences. Now for a few clear and crisp honest words, " John and Lynn, I wish you two the best, I hope your lives and wishes turn out for the best. I hope you are happy, with all my heart and soul I hope that to be true. Lynn, you where once a friend, and all I can say is, how did it turn to such hatred on your part? -Sighs- The only thing left to say is, remember my words from the past, and understand their meanings. " Okay, that's enough of my ramblings.. hehehe. Yeap, I had to get that out, let the world see it. Ya know? Good. Now onto my wife, I love her with all my heart and soul, that's why I wear this thingie on my finger! She's my world, my life, my everything. It took this to make me see it, to see that she cares and for that I am stupid. I am not the most intelligent man at times, I admit that, I try my best. I try to make everyone happy, that's one of my faults. I think it's my job to insure everyone is happy, to insure that the world rotates perfectly, but I have to realize that's not my responsiblity. White Knight Syndrome, the need or desire to protect one that's in harm, to defend and defeat the one doing the harm. Compulsive Guilt Disorder, I always feel guilty for things I do, I am afraid I am doing something wrong, and that's one of my biggest faults. I am happy that Jess loves me no matter what faults I have. She is my brightest star, and just being so far away from her makes me cry. People sometimes don't realize how much she means to me, sometimes she doesn't even realize it. We get mad at each other, but deep down their is always the undeniable love that we feel for each other, it's there. Forever and ever am I in her debt, for loving me. Well, enough of being emotional, just to put it simply, I love Jessica.. and to ever think it was possible to love someone else I was foolish, retarded, and just plain STUPID. Hehehe. Okay. Well, I know I will get comments on this one, when they come.. I will read and respond as best as I can. <333 the rest of ya peoples out there! Current Mood: relaxed (14 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 30th, 2005
4:10 pm	Hmmf.. another boring day. Today so far has been rather boring, I seem to have nothing to do. Sitting in the office at work, messing around on live journal. It's good to be in an office though, at least I am not outside.. it's hot! Earlier today I went and test drove a Toyota Tundra! Gawd I want one, I hope I can save up enough to put a good three grand down and take her home! I talked with my wife earlier, it was a plesant conversation. I love talking to her, it's the light of my day. That's all for now! I will post more later! Love ya all! Current Mood: bored (2 Comments |Comment on this)